The name Allula gives you a strongly independent and highly creative nature, with drive and ambition to have experiences and accomplish things out of the ordinary. You seek something new, something different, and look at life from a non-traditional perspective. Many times your success has been limited by your love of freedom and new experiences, thus causing you to make changes that prevent reaping the full benefits of previous efforts. As you seldom forget injustices and offences, you can carry grudges for years. You can then become intolerant of others, and caustic and belittling in your expression, thereby imposing stress on your personal relationships. Obstacles to your progress or restrictions on your freedom to act create a sense of frustration which may cause you to feel resentful and even rebellious. People let you down, as you are inclined to expect others to live by the standards you set yourself. Much about the state of life today makes you feel disillusioned and cynical. Also tension could centre in the solar plexus and stomach, causing nervous indigestion, muscular cramps, ulcerated stomach, or moods of depression that may lead to morbid or destructive thoughts. Relaxation is elusive, and depletion due to nervous tension can develop to the point where you become subject to moods of depression and morbid thoughts.
