Your first name of Luluah has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You seldom like your time to be organized rigidly by others, but like to do things in your own way, at your own time. You appreciate music, art, and drama and if given training, could excel in those fields. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. On the other hand, among friends with whom you feel at ease, you are expressive, witty, and quite charming. You enjoy reading and can become so absorbed that you are unaware of what is happening around you. By taking a walk in nature, you can often settle turmoil within yourself. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring.