Your name of Shaheda makes you independent, self-reliant, and determined. You are quiet and gentle mannered as a rule, preferring silence to argument and turmoil. Difficulty in expression results in your being too positive, blunt, and candid in speech and although you are easily offended by others, you do not show it. Laughter and light pleasantries are suppressed by this name. You desire affection and understanding but often leave the impression that you want to be left alone. It is challenging for you to reveal your deeper thoughts and feelings, as you tend to be self-conscious, reserved, and secretive. However, if provoked, you retaliate candidly because of your difficulty in finding the right diplomatic words to create understanding. All the finer things of life and beauties of nature are an inspiration to you and you are attracted to the mysteries of nature. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts.