Your first name of Um-Kalsum has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You enjoy the out-of-doors, the beauties of nature, and experience peace and relaxation in outdoor activities. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. Others impose upon your generosity at times, and you do not always reap the rewards for all that you do. You are loyal to your friends and go out of your way to help others. Occasionally, when you are unhappy or disappointed by something, you can be moody and temperamental, and feel misunderstood and unappreciated. When you are with acquaintances and strangers, you tend to be reserved and reticent, shy and secretive but, on the other hand, with close friends you can sometimes be the life of the party, expressive, humorous, dramatic, and fun-loving. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring. The heart and lungs could also be affected at stressful times.