As Fayeza you have a great love of nature and the out-of-doors, and could have a desire to be in an occupation which takes you outdoors and involves you with the products of the earth. You crave affection and understanding, but rarely find it as others do not understand you and accuse you of being cool and aloof. You have an awareness of your difficulty in establishing harmony in relationships and in showing affection and appreciation for those you value. It is only out in nature that you find any degree of relaxation and peace. Unfortunately, it also causes a restriction in your expression. Often, it is only as you express yourself in writing that others have a glimpse of your genuine feelings and how you truly think. Restricted expression can bottle up your feelings, making you inflexible and stubborn with a tendency to force your ideas on others. Although you are easily offended by others, you do not show it. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts.