Your first name of Marwan creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. The result is intense moods of depression and the tendency, at times, to be secretive. Therefore you find it difficult to express your thoughts freely, with the result that people do not find it easy to get to know you well. You could be subject to glandular disturbances, poor circulation, kidney or urinary tract disorders, and, later in life, prostate problems. Without support and approval from others, you find it difficult to make important decisions. It is much more natural for you to express your deeper thoughts in writing. You realize there must be much more to life than what is on the surface and it is the wondering that fascinates you. Procrastination is a weakness, for so often you are inclined to avoid issues and to leave things undone until the last moment when you are forced to take action. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires.
