Your first name of Aphillia creates an intense desire for association with people and new experiences, many of which have been rather bitter. However, this name does not allow you to complete your undertakings, as farther fields always look greener. Through lack of discretion and being too emotional, you could attract bitter experiences and disappointments in people. You make the effort to communicate with others because you place importance on having people like you. You desire change and travel and would enjoy opportunities that allowed you to be creative and to act independently, rather than to conform to system and routine. Your difficulty in accumulating wealth or stabilizing your finances often causes your personal affairs to be in a turmoil. One side desires placidity, relaxation, and social activities, while the other side longs for change and travel, and opportunities that allow you to be creative and independent from all routine and interference. Farther fields look greener to you and you find it hard to finish what you have started. While you do have a quick, clever mind, the tensions and limitations this name places upon your happiness and success in life far outweigh the benefits. These upsets drain your vitality and make you tire more readily.