Your first name of Polam has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. On the other hand, among friends with whom you feel at ease, you are expressive, witty, and quite charming. You tend to scatter your efforts, often not finishing what you start, particularly when the task becomes mundane. You enjoy reading and can become so absorbed that you are unaware of what is happening around you. By taking a walk in nature, you can often settle turmoil within yourself. Others impose upon your generosity at times, and you do not always reap the rewards for all that you do. As you dislike monotony, you are inclined to scatter your efforts and put off handling details until you are forced to take action. Your friends seldom know what to expect from you because of this dual character—friendly and charming one moment or lost in introspection the next. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.
