Your first name of Xuzan has made you desire system and order and to progress step by step, yet you are taken into new experiences, turmoil, and change and rarely can you fully complete an undertaking to your satisfaction. You are extremely analytical and sometimes critical of both others and of yourself, and must guard against sarcastic speech and temper. You show your love for family and friends in what you do for them rather than what you say. However, because of the opposing qualities in your nature, rarely are you completely satisfied with your lot in life. It is difficult for you not to become irritated by the ineptitude and carelessness of others. As a result, you do not find it easy to be happy and content but feel frustration at times in trying to understand your turbulent feelings and thinking. The practicality of your name inhibits your deeper, softer, affectionate feelings towards others. Rarely does an accomplishment bring you satisfaction as you are extremely analytical and demanding, of both yourself and others. Being independent and somewhat set in your ways, you do not change your mind readily once you have formed your opinions. This turmoil of opposing forces affects your nervous system, causing tension in your stomach, and intestinal or generative organs.
