Your first name of Zavdiel creates a quick, clever mind capable of grasping and assimilating new ideas. For your interest to be retained you need to be mentally challenged; this was most evident when young and in school. A quick learner, you may be resented by those whose mental processes are slower, and be misjudged as a "know it all. Because you learn so quickly you have little patience with those whose mental processes are somewhat slower, and you could become supercilious or somewhat "know it all" in your attitude. Your feelings are very easily hurt and to protect yourself you withdraw within the realms of your own private thoughts and shut out the rest of the world. You are rather studious, mentally challenging each new idea before accepting it. This characteristic could make you rather unpopular with your associates. You crave friendship, understanding, love, and affection but your reserved manner appears forbidding to others. It is often only through writing that you open up and convey your deepest feelings and true appreciation for those you love. Moods, which are your worst enemy, result.