Your first name of Aenfeng contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. Therefore you find it difficult to express your thoughts as freely as you wish and, thus, others do not find it easy to get to know you well. There are many things you would like to do. Because you are very sensitive, you feel the need of support and approval from others. You would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. Although you are a kind person and are very desirous of association and friendship, you are really quite shy. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out harsh reality. As a result, you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and sorry for yourself. You are not enjoying the fullness life has to offer, as you lack self-confidence, ambition, assertiveness, and energetic vitality that would open your mind to the happiness and fulfilment you were meant to have. As a result, you experience moods of depression and self-pity and often avoid facing issues.
