Your first name of Bearrach has made you a sociable person who appreciates the beauties of nature and the refinements of life, and is moved by music and the arts. As you are extremely impressionable and easily hurt and offended, you are hesitant when it comes to revealing your deeper thoughts and feelings. You live much within your own thoughts and find companionship in literature, especially romance or mystery. Many times, you feel misunderstood because not even your closest friends really know you. You suffer greatly with lack of confidence and self-consciousness. At times, there is a decidedly independent and determined side to your nature in coping with people; however, you dislike to witness hurt feelings and will avoid issues. You crave affection and understanding, yet because you can be so easily and deeply hurt, you have learned to keep your true nature hidden; therefore people do not really know you. Sometimes because it is difficult for you to cope with the reality of life, especially when you are unhappy, you will often read to avoid issues rather than facing objectionable situations. Under stressful conditions, you may experience tension in the solar plexus area. Thus, you live much within your own thoughts, often finding your escape in reading, which you love to do.