Your first name of Emeshea has made you a sociable person who appreciates the beauties of nature and the refinements of life, and is moved by music and the arts. Sometimes because it is difficult for you to cope with the reality of life, especially when you are unhappy, you will often read to avoid issues rather than facing objectionable situations. Many times, you feel misunderstood because not even your closest friends really know you. You could be drawn to the mysteries of life, religious or philosophical concepts, to the arts, music, or the theatre. Lacking confidence, you tend to depreciate your own value and ability, yet you could excel in creative writing or design as an outlet for your imaginative, poetic qualities. Crudeness and vulgarity are very repulsive to you and you are very particular about little things. You may appear reserved and aloof, but you seek love and tenderness. When you experience friendship and support from others, you feel better about yourself. Under stressful conditions, you may experience tension in the solar plexus area. Thus, you live much within your own thoughts, often finding your escape in reading, which you love to do.