Your first name of Graaben has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You find it difficult to say “no” and mean it. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. You are happiest when you are expressing in some artistic way, free from monotony and detail. The mysteries of life, the phenomena of nature, and religious and occult concepts appeal to your desire to understand the deeper aspects of life. If you are not careful, people take advantage of your generous nature. Occasionally, when you are unhappy or disappointed by something, you can be moody and temperamental, and feel misunderstood and unappreciated. You enjoy reading and can become so absorbed that you are unaware of what is happening around you. The heart and lungs could also be affected at stressful times. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring.