Your first name of Hodja has made you a sociable person who appreciates the beauties of nature and the refinements of life, and is moved by music and the arts. You could be drawn to the mysteries of life, religious or philosophical concepts, to the arts, music, or the theatre. Gently falling rain, the wind in the willows, the sounds of birds, dappled sunlight through the trees in a forest, many expressions of nature reach your imagination and help to build a sense of harmony within. You suffer greatly with lack of confidence and self-consciousness. At times, there is a decidedly independent and determined side to your nature in coping with people; however, you dislike to witness hurt feelings and will avoid issues. Sometimes because it is difficult for you to cope with the reality of life, especially when you are unhappy, you will often read to avoid issues rather than facing objectionable situations. You value the beauty and peace experienced while outdoors away from crowds or the pressures of life. When you experience friendship and support from others, you feel better about yourself. Thus, you live much within your own thoughts, often finding your escape in reading, which you love to do. Under stressful conditions, you may experience tension in the solar plexus area.
