Your first name of Hoilun creates a very sensitive, inspirational, and idealistic nature. You long for affection and understanding, but your quiet, reserved nature sometimes rebuffs the attention you so much desire. At times, you appear very serious and thoughtful to others, somewhat aloof and reserved. You cannot stand pressure and desire to work where there is no confusion. You are sensitive to what others think about you and do not like to be questioned too closely about your personal life. Laughter and light pleasantries are not a natural expression for you, as you tend to be reticent and self-conscious, and suffer, at times, with depression and self-pity. You have an high regard for refinement and romance and draw strength from meaningful relationships. When you feel understood, you love deeply and intensely, but suffer just as acutely when misunderstandings occur. Yours is a very deep, reflective nature, but others would never know it as you keep your deeper feelings within. This name restricts proper verbal expression; as a result, you are often lonely, craving understanding of others.
