Your first name of Hoiyan has given you inspirational, idealistic, and dramatic qualities. Sometimes you can be very theatrical and expressive and, at other times, you are reserved and reticent. If given the training, you could excel in literary or artistic composition. You feel the silence and it makes you nervous. You enjoy atmosphere—candlelight, flowers, violins—all those refinements that create the right setting. Many times you feel misunderstood and lonely, as you are easily hurt and offended and occasionally suffer from self-pity. You are inclined to be suspicious and to build situations out of proportion, perhaps the way someone looks at or speaks to someone you care for; you tend to look for hidden meanings and innuendos. Although you appear calm outwardly, your thoughts can be turbulent. You may experience health weaknesses in the lungs, heart, or nervous system because of your high-strung nature. Your quick temper can flare up suddenly and be over as suddenly, leaving you very sorry for any suffering you have caused.