Your first name of Holta has made you a sociable person who appreciates the beauties of nature and the refinements of life, and is moved by music and the arts. You may appear reserved and aloof, but you seek love and tenderness. You always wonder if you are doing the right thing, desiring to express yourself but afraid to. Crudeness and vulgarity are very repulsive to you and you are very particular about little things. When you experience friendship and support from others, you feel better about yourself. You suffer greatly with lack of confidence and self-consciousness. You crave affection and understanding, yet because you can be so easily and deeply hurt, you have learned to keep your true nature hidden; therefore people do not really know you. Sometimes because it is difficult for you to cope with the reality of life, especially when you are unhappy, you will often read to avoid issues rather than facing objectionable situations. You have a very kind and gentle nature, and although you may be in a position in contact with the public, you will still be a lonely and reserved person. Thus, you live much within your own thoughts, often finding your escape in reading, which you love to do.
