Your first name of Hong-Yan has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. Occasionally, when you are unhappy or disappointed by something, you can be moody and temperamental, and feel misunderstood and unappreciated. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed and self-pitying over any real or imagined slight. You find it difficult to say “no” and mean it. You are loyal to your friends and go out of your way to help others. On the other hand, among friends with whom you feel at ease, you are expressive, witty, and quite charming. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. You are happiest when you are expressing in some artistic way, free from monotony and detail. The heart and lungs could also be affected at stressful times. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring.