Your first name of Hotdan gives you a poised, gracious, and reserved nature. Your reticence has caused you to suffer aloneness and misunderstandings. You would like to be easy-going and spontaneous but it does not come easily. You are intellectual and not easily swayed through the emotions. These aspects are dear to you and touch you deeply. If you sense that someone is being inquisitive about you and your life, you are adept at steering the conversation to other topics, or not answering questions directly. Rather than arguing, you use silence as your way of handling difficult situations. You are a serious nature and could be subject to momentary moods of depression, thoughts of jealousy, and lack of confidence. You love to read and can develop great powers of concentration. The mysteries of life appeal to you in your search for an understanding of the greater picture of life.