Your first name of Hottie creates an intense desire for association with people and new experiences, many of which have been rather bitter. You could, at times, be too easily influenced against your better judgment, and be led along paths or into activities that put you at risk. Your difficulty in accumulating wealth or stabilizing your finances often causes your personal affairs to be in a turmoil. When you are feeling relaxed and cheerful, you can be very charming and able to say just the right thing to compliment or inspire someone. Although you may appear confident and positive, you actually lack confidence and feel self-conscious at times. You desire change and travel and would enjoy opportunities that allowed you to be creative and to act independently, rather than to conform to system and routine. This name has given you a gregarious personality and a quick-thinking, creative, and versatile nature, but one that is unstable emotionally. Through lack of discretion and being too emotional, you could attract bitter experiences and disappointments in people. This name spoils patience and depth of thought, and weakens your stand in matters of principle. These upsets drain your vitality and make you tire more readily.