The name of Neelamathi has given you an appreciation for many beautiful and refined aspects of life--music and art, literature, drama--and the outdoors, where you find much peace and relaxation, but it creates a far too sensitive nature. You sense and feel much that you do not understand, and sometimes you are alarmed at your thoughts and wonder about their origin. There are times when you are outgoing and cosmopolitan, and other times when you become reflective and aloof, drawing away from association with others. As you are intuitive to the thoughts and feelings of others, you seldom experience the tranquility that comes with composed thinking and emotional control. When life becomes too routine and monotonous, you look for ways to create variety. You wonder about their origin. You would give away your last dollar if you felt it would help someone in need. When you feel understood, you tend to show your affection for others through acts of consideration. You crave understanding and affection but your intensity of desire and your self-consciousness prevent you from finding the happiness you desire. You have suffered many disappointments and misunderstandings because of your inability to express your inner thoughts.
