Your first name of Neelkea gives you a poised, gracious, and reserved nature. If you sense that someone is being inquisitive about you and your life, you are adept at steering the conversation to other topics, or not answering questions directly. As you are a private person, it is a challenge for others to get to know and understand you. You enjoy music, particularly of those instruments that remind you of the sounds of nature. When called upon to extemporize, you could be self-conscious and nervous as you prefer to be fully prepared ahead of time to handle situations and experiences. You are inclined to be secretive, sometimes suspicious of others, and you seldom reveal your innermost thoughts until you are comfortable and trusting of someone. As you live much of the time within your own thoughts, someone can be speaking to you face to face, but you will be thinking about something entirely different and have closed out the conversation. You seem calm and placid, even when you feel turbulent and unhappy. The mysteries of life appeal to you in your search for an understanding of the greater picture of life. Impromptu expression does not come easily unless you know your subject very well.