Your first name of Neienda contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out harsh reality. You are not inclined to be analytical enough to protect your thoughts from the influence of others. You realize there must be much more to life than what is just on the surface and it is the wondering that fascinates you. Since you lack self-confidence, you are reluctant to take steps to resolve a vital concern, even though you feel quite strongly about it. You need to curb your inclination to daydream as it is detrimental to mental progress. You would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. You talk about them, but procrastination usually interferes with accomplishment. A lack of confidence leads to procrastination, a need for support and encouragement from others, and a vulnerability to be taken advantage of in many situations. As a result, you experience moods of depression and self-pity and often avoid facing issues.