Your first name of Oiram has made you a sociable person who appreciates the beauties of nature and the refinements of life, and is moved by music and the arts. Being self-conscious you do not like to be the centre of attention, yet you would like to be more expressive, outgoing, and spontaneous. You could be drawn to the mysteries of life, religious or philosophical concepts, to the arts, music, or the theatre. Your deep affection for and devotion to others expresses naturally in an atmosphere of understanding. Many times, you feel misunderstood because not even your closest friends really know you. Lacking confidence, you tend to depreciate your own value and ability, yet you could excel in creative writing or design as an outlet for your imaginative, poetic qualities. You cry easily despite your efforts to control this sensitivity. You may find some expression but it would usually be light conversation, rarely daring to reveal your deeper thoughts or take others into your confidence for fear of criticism or ridicule. Thus, you live much within your own thoughts, often finding your escape in reading, which you love to do. Under stressful conditions, you may experience tension in the solar plexus area.