Your first name of Pohlian has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You enjoy sweets and starchy foods. Your close friends are few. You love to argue and can be strong-willed, but you are easily hurt by the comments of others. Others impose upon your generosity at times, and you do not always reap the rewards for all that you do. The mysteries of life, the phenomena of nature, and religious and occult concepts appeal to your desire to understand the deeper aspects of life. You long for love and affection and for your sensitive feelings to be understood. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed and self-pitying over any real or imagined slight. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.