Your first name of Ponka has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You find it difficult to say “no” and mean it. The mysteries of life, the phenomena of nature, and religious and occult concepts appeal to your desire to understand the deeper aspects of life. Your close friends are few. You seldom like your time to be organized rigidly by others, but like to do things in your own way, at your own time. When you are with acquaintances and strangers, you tend to be reserved and reticent, shy and secretive but, on the other hand, with close friends you can sometimes be the life of the party, expressive, humorous, dramatic, and fun-loving. If you are not careful, people take advantage of your generous nature. As you dislike monotony, you are inclined to scatter your efforts and put off handling details until you are forced to take action. The heart and lungs could also be affected at stressful times. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.