Your first name of Shashina contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. You talk about them, but procrastination usually interferes with accomplishment. You are not inclined to be analytical enough to protect your thoughts from the influence of others. As you do not like to create issues, you do your best to avoid conflict with others. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out harsh reality. You realize there must be much more to life than what is just on the surface and it is the wondering that fascinates you. Although mentally quick and intuitive in recognizing the thoughts and feelings of others, you experience a lack of fluency in verbal expression in responding. As a result, you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and sorry for yourself. You are not enjoying the fullness life has to offer, as you lack self-confidence, ambition, assertiveness, and energetic vitality that would open your mind to the happiness and fulfilment you were meant to have. A lack of confidence leads to procrastination, a need for support and encouragement from others, and a vulnerability to be taken advantage of in many situations.