Your first name of Smrti creates a very sensitive, inspirational, and idealistic nature. You have an high regard for refinement and romance and draw strength from meaningful relationships. You love your freedom and find peace of mind away from the bustle of human activity, especially if you are alone and free to observe the beauties of life. You are inclined to specialize in those activities that mean the most to you. In many situations with people, you may appear very outgoing and charming, but within, you may feel extremely nervous and self-conscious. Thus, you could suffer with morbid and confusing thoughts leading to depression and anxiety You love to read. Laughter and light pleasantries are not a natural expression for you, as you tend to be reticent and self-conscious, and suffer, at times, with depression and self-pity. You capably deflect questions and the other person does not even realize how cleverly you have changed the subject. This name restricts proper verbal expression; as a result, you are often lonely, craving understanding of others. Yours is a very deep, reflective nature, but others would never know it as you keep your deeper feelings within.
