Your name of So-Fan makes you independent, self-reliant, and determined. Although you tend not to like crowds and social activities, there are occasions when you feel lonely and misunderstood. You crave affection and understanding, but rarely find it as others do not understand you and accuse you of being cool and aloof. You desire affection and understanding but often leave the impression that you want to be left alone. Laughter and light pleasantries are suppressed by this name. This lack of expression causes turbulence and frustration which you could seek to relieve through physical activity. The average person would never realize the true depth of your nature. All the finer things of life and beauties of nature are an inspiration to you and you are attracted to the mysteries of nature. There could also be a sensitivity in the heart and respiratory organs. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness.