Your first name of Soek-Fen has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You are happiest when you are expressing in some artistic way, free from monotony and detail. You enjoy reading and can become so absorbed that you are unaware of what is happening around you. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. If you are not careful, people take advantage of your generous nature. You seldom like your time to be organized rigidly by others, but like to do things in your own way, at your own time. You tend to scatter your efforts, often not finishing what you start, particularly when the task becomes mundane. By taking a walk in nature, you can often settle turmoil within yourself. The heart and lungs could also be affected at stressful times. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.