Your first name of Soida has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You are loyal to your friends and go out of your way to help others. You love to argue and can be strong-willed, but you are easily hurt by the comments of others. You seldom like your time to be organized rigidly by others, but like to do things in your own way, at your own time. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. You enjoy sweets and starchy foods. You are happiest when you are expressing in some artistic way, free from monotony and detail. By taking a walk in nature, you can often settle turmoil within yourself. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring.