Your first name of Vidhosha has given you an eagerness for knowledge and an intense desire to do something worthwhile in life. This name makes you extremely sensitive to thought impressions and, at times, you could struggle with feelings of despondency and morbidity. As you resent interference, and are extremely self-reliant and proud, it is difficult for you to ask another person for help during trying times. You crave to be understood and appreciated, but your aloofness and self-contained nature often rebuff the affection and love you so much desire. During such challenging moments, you tend to be temperamental and reactionary, perhaps showing your disapproval through blunt expression or a chilly silence that can hurt others even worse than words. You cannot tolerate boredom and monotony. It is rather difficult for you to express your deeper thoughts and feelings unless you are very sure you will not be misunderstood. You are drawn to conversations in which you can learn something new. Many people do not realize that you have a depth to your nature resulting from having thought a lot about life in many facets. At times, you may be subject to insomnia through an inability to relax.
