Your first name of Xeaya has made you a sociable person who appreciates the beauties of nature and the refinements of life, and is moved by music and the arts. At times, there is a decidedly independent and determined side to your nature in coping with people; however, you dislike to witness hurt feelings and will avoid issues. Many times, you feel misunderstood because not even your closest friends really know you. You value the beauty and peace experienced while outdoors away from crowds or the pressures of life. You crave affection and understanding, yet because you can be so easily and deeply hurt, you have learned to keep your true nature hidden; therefore people do not really know you. You may find some expression but it would usually be light conversation, rarely daring to reveal your deeper thoughts or take others into your confidence for fear of criticism or ridicule. You are very idealistic and romantic within yourself and may have tried to express your beautiful thoughts through poetry or writing. Gently falling rain, the wind in the willows, the sounds of birds, dappled sunlight through the trees in a forest, many expressions of nature reach your imagination and help to build a sense of harmony within. Thus, you live much within your own thoughts, often finding your escape in reading, which you love to do. You have a very kind and gentle nature, and although you may be in a position in contact with the public, you will still be a lonely and reserved person.
