The name of Zillal creates a dual nature in that you can be very generous and understanding, but you can also be so candid in your expression that you create misunderstanding. There are times you have regretted the rage and fury you felt, yet it is difficult for you to control your feelings. Your name of $ has given you an appreciation for people and desire to be of service in some way, perhaps in a charitable institution or in an education centre. Because of your definite ideas and opinions, you work best on your own, free from the advice or interference of others. Learning to withdraw, particularly in the outdoors environment, can bring a sense of peace and relaxation for you as you occupy your thoughts with the beauty and phenomena of nature. You could develop a dependence on medication, for example, to relieve the tension. Overtaxing your nervous system by being under too much pressure brings about your temperamental reactions. You desire to be recognized for your efforts, and, if you feel you are being taken for granted, you are apt to become intolerant, critical, and complaining. This quality can spoil friendships and create losses in the affections. You have very intense feelings and find it difficult to maintain stability and happiness.
