Your first name of Ponita has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You seldom like your time to be organized rigidly by others, but like to do things in your own way, at your own time. The mysteries of life, the phenomena of nature, and religious and occult concepts appeal to your desire to understand the deeper aspects of life. If you are not careful, people take advantage of your generous nature. You are loyal to your friends and go out of your way to help others. Your friends seldom know what to expect from you because of this dual character—friendly and charming one moment or lost in introspection the next. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. You enjoy reading and can become so absorbed that you are unaware of what is happening around you. Over-indulgence could cause a weak back, skin conditions or arthritis later in life. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.