Your first name of Ponke contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. Asthma, flu, and pleurisy are the types of illnesses to which you could fall heir. Since you lack self-confidence, you are reluctant to take steps to resolve a vital concern, even though you feel quite strongly about it. You would not necessarily have all these problems, but these are mentioned to pinpoint the types of weaknesses and parts of the body that are most likely to be affected. You find the mysteries of life and mind to be intriguing, and you enjoy reading especially about mystery and romance or possibly the occult. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out harsh reality. Although mentally quick and intuitive in recognizing the thoughts and feelings of others, you experience a lack of fluency in verbal expression in responding. You realize there must be much more to life than what is just on the surface and it is the wondering that fascinates you. As a result, you experience moods of depression and self-pity and often avoid facing issues. A lack of confidence leads to procrastination, a need for support and encouragement from others, and a vulnerability to be taken advantage of in many situations.