The name of Udaya creates an overly-sensitive nature which causes you to sense and feel far more than you can understand or put into words. Delighting in mystery, you are drawn toward occult sciences. Writing is a more natural mode of expression for your deeper thoughts and feelings than the spoken word. It is a struggle, for there are times when you would like to stop and be peaceful and to while away the hours, but then you start thinking of the time being wasted without accomplishing anything. Either you may live an idea night and day, or lose interest completely. Yet, even out in nature, you cannot just stop and relax, but need to be active in some way such as canoeing, hiking, fishing, climbing, in order to provide an outlet for your restless energy. You love the sense of freedom. You would give anything to be outgoing, expressive, and spontaneous, instead of serious and taciturn. Others often find it difficult to understand you. Sometimes you must fight to control your mental state and nervous system against morbid, turbulent thoughts resulting from your psychic sensitivities.
