Your first name of Zhanessa has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. In a large group of comparative strangers, you are quiet and rather shy, unable to express yourself, not really wanting to become involved in conversation. Others impose upon your generosity at times, and you do not always reap the rewards for all that you do. Occasionally, when you are unhappy or disappointed by something, you can be moody and temperamental, and feel misunderstood and unappreciated. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed and self-pitying over any real or imagined slight. You are loyal to your friends and go out of your way to help others. You seldom like your time to be organized rigidly by others, but like to do things in your own way, at your own time. You appreciate music, art, and drama and if given training, could excel in those fields. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring. The heart and lungs could also be affected at stressful times.