Your first name of Aparijita has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. This disparity creates frustration within you as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you desire. You enjoy surprises to a degree, yet it is difficult for you to adjust quickly. While you can be exacting and thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, and desire to keep a well-ordered life with everything in its place, it is not easy for you to maintain the system and order you would like. You are easily reached through sympathy to help someone in need, and always rise to the occasion in an emergency. Sometimes giving yourself something to look forward to provides the incentive to work your way through monotonous tasks. Although you would like to be natural in conveying emotional sentiments, you tend to be matter-of-fact and practical in expressions of appreciation for others. Occasionally, you can be argumentative, obstinate, and somewhat intolerant of the weaknesses of others, even though it is not your intention to be deliberately hurtful. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities.
