Your first name of Ahida creates an intense desire for association with people and new experiences, many of which have been rather bitter. Farther fields look greener to you and you find it hard to finish what you have started. Your difficulty in accumulating wealth or stabilizing your finances often causes your personal affairs to be in a turmoil. When you are annoyed or under excessive pressure, you must be careful not to be biting in your speech, fault-finding, and hard to please. Your extreme sensitivity and intensity have an adverse effect on your nervous system and, under extreme pressure, could cause a nervous breakdown. Although you may appear confident and positive, you actually lack confidence and feel self-conscious at times. Because you are expressive, you could be good in sales, but here again, must avoid talking the customer both into and out of the sale. One side desires placidity, relaxation, and social activities, while the other side longs for change and travel, and opportunities that allow you to be creative and independent from all routine and interference. While you do have a quick, clever mind, the tensions and limitations this name places upon your happiness and success in life far outweigh the benefits. You are too open to suggestion, and thus you could become involved in detrimental associations which could lead you into by-paths of thrill-seeking or emotional indulgence.