Your first name of Apalarr has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. Love and affection are motivating qualities within you, but it is not easy for you to find the words to express your deeper feelings of affection. Although you desire to be spontaneous and natural, you are often drawn into technical and methodical lines of endeavour and the incidentals of life. You are an emotional person. You want to plan and budget, and to maintain a well-ordered home, but it is difficult for you to follow through with your plans. Occasionally, you can be argumentative, obstinate, and somewhat intolerant of the weaknesses of others, even though it is not your intention to be deliberately hurtful. Although you would like to be natural in conveying emotional sentiments, you tend to be matter-of-fact and practical in expressions of appreciation for others. On occasion, you tend to be very fussy and particular over incidentals and, at other times, too scattering and inconsistent. An appetite for these types of foods over time can cause health weaknesses to centre in the intestinal tract or liver and cause an overheated bloodstream which throws off poisons through skin conditions such as acne or eczema. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities.
