Your name of Kidman gives you independence and determination. You experience peace in nature and, through observing nature, can acknowledge the harmony and the harshness of life that applies to nature’s laws of instinct and survival. As a result, others finding you to be somewhat severe, aloof, and uncommunicative, withdraw from you. Lavish affection tends to embarrass you, yet often you desire to be natural, and to seek affection and understanding from those closest to you. You express yourself in as few words as possible and often choose silence rather than idle chatter. Nothing intimidates you once you make up your mind. You enjoy the simple pleasures of life especially activities that take you outdoors. Your name often makes you feel separate and alone. The restrictions of this name cause you to suffer with either headaches, weak eyes, sinus problems, asthma, or heart conditions. You work best where you can combine physical labour with mental activity.