Your first name of Mckayala has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. On occasion, you tend to be very fussy and particular over incidentals and, at other times, too scattering and inconsistent. You can be easily hurt by harsh words and depreciatory remarks, but you hide your feelings and appear indifferent as though they do not affect you. You are friendly by nature, but you cannot enjoy complete ease in association because of a difficulty in expressing yourself. Although you desire to be spontaneous and natural, you are often drawn into technical and methodical lines of endeavour and the incidentals of life. You enjoy sharing, giving, and creating, and you find your reward in seeing happiness in others. While you can be exacting and thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, and desire to keep a well-ordered life with everything in its place, it is not easy for you to maintain the system and order you would like. You want to plan and budget, and to maintain a well-ordered home, but it is difficult for you to follow through with your plans. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration.
