Your fondness for rich foods lacking in proper nourishment compounds your problems. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out reality. Happiness and fulfilment are elusive under this name. Your first name of Hardrat creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. You appear calm to others, but at times you suffer inwardly with nervous tension. You realize there must be much more to life than what is on the surface and it is the wondering that fascinates you. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. A tendency to put on weight could be a concern. It is most important for you to establish a nutritious diet and exercise in order to build a strong, vital body. Procrastination is a weakness, for so often you are inclined to avoid issues and to leave things undone until the last moment when you are forced to take action.