Your first name of Arendine contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. You talk about them, but procrastination usually interferes with accomplishment. You desire harmony and refinement in your environment and in all your personal associations. Your fondness for rich food lacking in nourishment, compounds your problems. You realize there must be much more to life than what is just on the surface and it is the wondering that fascinates you. When things do not go well and your feelings are hurt, you are likely to turn your thoughts within and become uncommunicative. There are many things you would like to do. As a result, you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and sorry for yourself. You are not enjoying the fullness life has to offer, as you lack self-confidence, ambition, assertiveness, and energetic vitality that would open your mind to the happiness and fulfilment you were meant to have. As a result, you experience moods of depression and self-pity and often avoid facing issues.