Your first name of Astarte has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. Your friends seldom know what to expect from you because of this dual character—friendly and charming one moment or lost in introspection the next. On the other hand, among friends with whom you feel at ease, you are expressive, witty, and quite charming. By taking a walk in nature, you can often settle turmoil within yourself. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed and self-pitying over any real or imagined slight. You find it difficult to say “no” and mean it. You enjoy the out-of-doors, the beauties of nature, and experience peace and relaxation in outdoor activities. You seldom like your time to be organized rigidly by others, but like to do things in your own way, at your own time. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.