Your first name of Hadiati contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. Since you lack self-confidence, you are reluctant to take steps to resolve a vital concern, even though you feel quite strongly about it. You realize there must be much more to life than what is just on the surface and it is the wondering that fascinates you. When things do not go well and your feelings are hurt, you are likely to turn your thoughts within and become uncommunicative. You are not inclined to be analytical enough to protect your thoughts from the influence of others. You find the mysteries of life and mind to be intriguing, and you enjoy reading especially about mystery and romance or possibly the occult. You have an appreciation for music and the arts and, with training, you could be artistically creative. You would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. A lack of confidence leads to procrastination, a need for support and encouragement from others, and a vulnerability to be taken advantage of in many situations. You are not enjoying the fullness life has to offer, as you lack self-confidence, ambition, assertiveness, and energetic vitality that would open your mind to the happiness and fulfilment you were meant to have.