Your first name of Kostia has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. You are happiest when you are expressing in some artistic way, free from monotony and detail. Occasionally, when you are unhappy or disappointed by something, you can be moody and temperamental, and feel misunderstood and unappreciated. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts. You love to argue and can be strong-willed, but you are easily hurt by the comments of others. You enjoy reading and can become so absorbed that you are unaware of what is happening around you. Your friends seldom know what to expect from you because of this dual character—friendly and charming one moment or lost in introspection the next. The heart and lungs could also be affected at stressful times. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.