Your first name of Merrili has given you a quick, active mind, which has caused you to delve into many different ideas and theories. You tend to do to excess whatever you like to do, until boredom sets in. You long for change, travel, new experiences, adventures, and meeting new people. You will not tolerate situations where your independence is curtailed or where you are being criticized. Where you have difficulty is in organizing and systematizing the handling of your responsibilities. Naturally competitive and quick thinking, you excel in arguments and debates. You enjoy unexpected opportunities for meeting people, or doing things on the spur of the moment. Conditions in your personal life can change very quickly to turmoil any time you are challenged, or when there is any friction or misunderstanding, because you can be very caustic and outspoken. Your intensity must have a constructive outlet; otherwise, pent-up repression and frustration could lead to uncontrolled emotional indulgences and experiences which could bring nervous indigestion, ulcerated stomach, or moods of depression with very morbid, destructive thoughts. You find it difficult to relax until you reach the point of exhaustion.